elephant never forgets

I'm ashamed of my self in 31 years of my existence I never know that elephant never forgets things and places. Sarah my lady just told me today and honestly it was my first encounter. Perhaps, I wasn't a wide reader or never listen when my teacher was explaining that fact, or a phrase? ^_^:)

If this is a phrase or a fact?,what is the explanation?  For a few hours , while I was working, it was stuck on my mind and I was really eager to look for an answer.

According to my research "An elephant never forget " is a phrase

The origin of the phrase seems to go back to observations that elephants follow the same paths and even hand down genetic memories of directions and places grounds across generations. Each elephant clan has a certain burial place, like many human communities, and always help the dying ones get back there if they are not killed traumatically first. continue....

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Girls Talk, Vital Stat.

Girls Talk

This is my first time to join this awesome Girls Talk Theme . I am a new blogger and I am really sorry for my grammar. I used to interact people in the online world. I remember one of my chat mate asked me what is your vital statistic? How old are you?  or should say ASL (Age, Status and Location) Here the revelation of secrets for the world to know..lol

Age: 31 years  and 11 months old

Status : Single (engaged with a stranger)lol..

Weight : 110 lbs

Height:  5'2"tall

Vital Stat. : 32, 27, 34

I'm done... till next theme again.. love it..

on smiling face...

Its my first time to join this funny enjoyable game of Sam. and here it goes this week on saturday 9

1. No matter what's going on in your life, what always makes you smile?

       - preparation of my upcoming wedding, the thought of it , made me smile all the time. i am really excited.

2. What's the biggest lie you've ever told?

       - hmmm , I cannot discuss it here but what was it I learned from that lie and never do it again anymore in my whole life.

3. Do you hold a grudge?
      - Not really but recently I got upset .

4. What is the worst job you've ever had?
    - when I was staying with my cousin, I consider it as a job(domestic work)I was studying then I was free with board and lodging but I have to do all the house hold work. She treated me like a slaves.

5. What would be your dream job?

     - I dreamed to work in a big company as an executive or manager or as a business consultant.
6. What is the happiest event you've experienced?
     - When I finished my degree with my own hard work and sacrifices.

7. What is the saddest thing you've experienced?
    - When my sister got ill in America and I have to shoulder the responsibility(financially). All  my savings had lost for her illness. But I thanked GOD she get over it.

8. Do you tend to exaggerate or underestimate?
      - I think I used to exaggerate things, especially when I'm irritated to the person I talk with.

9. List the cars that you have owned. Give us just a few words about each one.

      - I don't have a car but I dreamed to have a BMW ...

notes from facebook, updated today

Five names I go by:
1.Issadora (my formal name)
2.Thata (my family,relatives and some close friends call me)
3.Issa (highschool and gradeschool)
4.Dora (at work)
5. Isang (by my boardmates in college)

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. Jeans

2. Cardigan

3. socks

Two things you want very badly at the moment
1.  Birth Certificate

2. Baptismal Certificate

Two things you did last night:
1. listening music
2. make an application letter

Two things you ate today:
1. fried chicken liver
2. Rice

Two people you last talked to on the phone:
1. ate elsa
2.Anne

on my thoughts lately...

I felt tired, apprehensive or anxious lately. 

Its unusual for me, to change what exactly what I want then have a second thoughts. Feeling confident and have positive attitude then down to feeling insecure and embarrassed. Between feeling strong and brave and then  frightened and afraid. Feeling accomplished of some things but then suddenly I don't appreciate it. I'd say I'm happy but I'm a bit confused. And now I don't know what I gonna do. 

I am always tired, my body is aching though I made some a lot of walking lately to relax and breath. It's odd because I always thinking what's gonna be my life? wild imagination came up, mixed feelings that I don't understand that I find it difficult to get sleep at night. ^-^(sigh)

It's difficult for me, because I don't have an outlet of this feelings.I don't have friends nearer me, my family, my boyfriend is too far. I cannot wander around in town due to my situation (illegal). Lucky, I live in a wonderful place in front of the sea and I could go to the beach for a walk, and feel the breeze. Within my silence and contemplating myself from the past, I think I've grown enough.I've grown as a young cultured lady. I found my self to appreciate those things and be proud what I've accomplished. 

But is that enough what we called life? What should I do with my life? It's so sad and frustrating when I think I leave my wonderful job , that I called it was a career. I'm wasting time doing things isn't my passion though rewarding. I hate this thoughts and I hope this feelings will certainly passes by and follow what my heart desire.

I guess it's a normal feelings when you want to settle your life for a new direction. A  direction that I never know what will be.  It's like I'm looking in every direction knowing where I needed to end up but simply not knowing which way to take to get there. What if I fail?

To be honest I am frightened and apprehensive. I asked my self if I am ready to take this responsibility for a lifetime? To give up my freedom which I had it since I was thirteen. On the other hand, I want a family of my own. To sit by the beach together with my children and husband.  I want love and passion. hehehe!!!

I am sure these feeling will passes by. These are just things that have been occupying my thoughts lately and feel good to have it posted. Anyway, thanks for reading it :)

on my crazyness of two things...

I never been crazy or idolize some actors, singers, actresses, or never been a lover of any sports but I am very much crazy with two things.

My Cellphone.. my lifeline to my offline friend and to those who doesn't have computer. my only best friend where ever I go, I become crazy without my phone..

second

my computer.. this is my best friend, my companion, i can stay whole day  in my room with my computer, watch movies, listening music, a lot of things i can do with this small thing. This also my lifeline to my family, online friends, my boyfriend, my soul mate, Oh , I cannot live with out it hehehe... this only a small thing that can satisfy me.. it rocks my life...

 

 

what I really want...?

I really want to be somebody, a career woman. I really want to have a family of my own. I really want to have a healthy loving relationship. Nothing more, Nothing less. To wake up in the morning with a beautiful sunshine and beautiful smile from a partner. I really want life to have a constant soundtracks, playing in the background, that matches my moods perfectly. I really want to give a smile to my family at all times. I really want to make my family and friends laugh

I really want to learn driving, to travel,an adventure. I really want to be a role model of my brothers and sister. To inspire them. I really want to savor moments of pure joy and happiness than they last..I always want to be optimistic, making things possible to happen. I really want to live a life without looking at a clock. I really want to feel comfortable for myself, to feel I'm perfect despite of my imperfections. To live life to the fullest.

I really want to hold my faith to GOD. I really want to fall in love everyday and be love in return. I really want to feel I'm important. To feel carefree and careless. I want people to know me and like me. I really want to be remembered.

I really want to have a simple house with a beautiful garden. A butterfly dancing and sipping the nectar of the flowers. I really want to live simply. I really want to be me, to drink wine whenever the moods strikes. To sit on the beach and watching the sky. I really want to grow old feeling younger.

I really want to be thankful above of what stage of life he has given me. To appreciate those beautiful things that happen to me. To recognize the trials, the struggles and the journey I've been through from the past. I want to be shine and proud of my self.

(inspired by "the bucket list"movie)