Wednesday, June 23, 2010

On being vulnerable

I was stucked down on my bed due to a bad kick of ridiculous allergic rhinitis and vertigo. It isn't ironic that I feel thankful for being sick; I have an excuse to myself to lie down, be lazy and just get all the sleep I wanted.

 In this circumstances............

 " You're crying and hurting over a pitiful man who doesn't give a damn about a single drop of your tears. You wan to be weak, and you feel like it's the end of the world. No sympathy, Fine! Yet , you still got your choice. Don't let the man do the same over and over again"

I am vulnerable but it's all my fault.....or is it?

Is crying a sign of weakness or just human being allowing myself to breathe out the burden that I carry here in my chest.

Is stupidity to fall in love, try to patch up things again but at the end you failed and hurt.

I hope someone would sympathize or agree with me..

Right now, I just want to be in my bed. Done a little writing and try to weigh thing over.






4 comments:

Mel Avila Alarilla said...

Until you make Jesus Christ at the center of your relationship, you will experience the same results over and over again. Why, because you are walking in your own way and will. The Bible says, "Unless the Lord builds the house, its builders labor in vain" (Psalm 127:1). Find someone who is committed to the Lord and you will find the man who will love you for life. He has fear of the Lord in his heart so he will never break your heart. A person whose heart is far from the Lord can never truly love you because he cannot even love the very author of love Himself. Thanks for the post. God bless you always.

charmie said...

Thank you, Kuya. Have a blessed day

Anne said...

Mel very well said. AMEN!

Sherry said...

get well soon

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